I love you my precious baby, more then anything in this world. I wish so much that you were here with us, living this life as the little sister to your brothers and sister. Being our daughter, the completion to our family. We all miss you so very much. I would give anything to hold you in my arms and love on you, and hear your first cry and your first little smirk and giggle. You were wanted so much in our family, you will always be in our hearts and the beautiful baby sister that was taken to soon. My prayer for you is that you are dancing on the clouds and being celebrated for the beautiful little angel that we know you are. I struggle so much with the loss of my 2nd beautiful daughter, I struggle so much that it was all part of God's plan for you and our family, but I am trying to come to peace with it and know that you are happier and more loved then you ever could have been here on Earth. It is so hard to think that anyone could love you more then Daddy or I could but I KNOW that our creator, our Heavenly Father loves you more then I ever could. I am so proud to be your Mommy and call you my daughter. I am so thankful God blessed us with you, even for just a short while. It is so hard to move forward without you, so hard to know that you will not be here everyday to watch you grow and see the joys in life. I will miss you for everday of my life, my heart will ache for you for all the days of my life. I will make it through this, one moment at a time I will make it, for you and your brothers and sister. I pray that God gives us peace with loosing you, I pray that he gives your sister peace with loosing her little sister that she wanted so badly. I wish so much that things were different, I wish so much that you were coming soon to be apart of our family. I do not think I will ever not wonder what life would have been like with you here, I will always think about you. My heart will ache for you forever. I want to live life for you, I pray that one day at a time I can start to live more, and live for you and your sister and brothers. I love you, I love you with all of my heart, I miss you with all of my heart. I can never say enough how much I love you and miss you.
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| My beautiful princess. I love you Lucy Kate, with all of my heart. |
your mommy for life.
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