Family

One of the greatest grandmothers to be blessed with.

I have the most amazing family. I have a mother and father who have stood by me & loved me through all of my rights & wrongs, I have a sister who has loved me through ALL of our fighting, and if you know us you know that's alot. I have amazing inlaws who have helped us so much and loved us even more through our entire marriage. I have grandparents that I am so thankful to still have to share life with today. I have numerous cousins, aunts, and uncles whom though we do not talk often are always in my thoughts and I know are there for us if we need them. I have been blessed with a husband that a girl really could only dream about. He loves me, is amazing to me, does everything he can to make me happy, works hard so that I may stay home to raise our children, and one of the biggest things is he has blessed me with my children. I have been blessed with 5 beautiful amazing children. Mary who is our oldest & 8, and the most amazing big sister and daughter that anyone could ask for. Kyle who is 5, has bilateral cochlear implants, an amazing big brother and son, and has retaught us about things in life that we seem to forget. Iyan who is 3, always keeps us on our toes, is an amazing big brother and son. Owyn who is 2 in just 3 days, a very smart little man, brother, & son. And Lucy, our precious angel Lucy. Whom though we did not get to know here on Earth, I was reminded last night that she still is amazing, has talents, has questions, likes to play & have fun but she is doing it in another place, hopefully with our other 2 little miracles we lost too soon. She is doing it in Heaven, whilst waiting for us to join her one day. I know she would have been an amazing little sister, and daughter. It is so hard to know that we have to face everyday, every holiday without the smile on her face, and love in her heart but one day we will see her again, one day we will all be a family again. That day I long for. I long to hold all of my children in my arms and tell them I love them. I will do that for the remainder of my days on Earth with my children that I get to spend my days with, and I know that Lucy is getting that love from her Heavenly Father, her creator. Do I wish I was the one giving her that love everyday, yes! But I again was reminded last night that He is loving her more then I ever possibly could, even though I do not want to think that, I KNOW that. I am so thankful for the amazing family God has blessed me with. I love my children and husband, they are my entire world. I wish so much that Lucy was able to be here with us everyday to celebrate life and learn and play and love with us, but I remind myself daily, and my family that we will be able to do that with her one day and it may seem like an eternity away but we will one day. I am so thankful for the people I have been blessed to travel this road with, I don't know where I would be without them.