Helping Others.

I have been keeping myself rather busy the last week or so but now today it is all catching up with me. I had a day of grieving and stressfulness today. Whenever is I grieve everthing stresses me out even more. I hate it :( I that it stresses me out so much and then I take it out on my family. They don't deserve it. So I am trying to find a way to control it and make myself stop and realize what I am doing before it happens.
This week we found out that my husbands store will be closing, which I knew was coming sooner rather then later but he didn't believe me! So he was given 4 options but he is now looking further into 2 of them, 1 of which I am really hoping works out. But with alll of this will be bringing lots of changes to our family. And I can not wait to see what God has in store for us. Something is happening to be turning our worlds upside down the last couple of months so I can not wait to see what it is.
As for our sweet Lucy, I do not know if I mentioned already or not but I wanting to learn crochet and I would love to give them the hospitals for families that suffer this loss. If our hospital would not have had the blanket and hat for our sweet Lucy we would have nothing tangable to hold onto for our sweet angel. So I truly hope this is something I can pick up on and do, even if it's not many I can do or perfect I hope with all of my heart I can do something. I just want to do something to help others. There apparently has been more of this happening then anyone is aware of. So I want to find someway, something to do to help.