Rememberance.

Oh my sweet Lucy Kate. Mommy just doesn't even know how I have made it this far. I think of you everyday. I wonder what you would look like, how big you would be, how much your sister and brothers would love you. Mommy is trying so hard to be strong. Mommy & Daddy are trying to teach Mary about the beautiful place you are in, and then we will your brothers when they are old enough to understand. I miss you my sweet baby, so much. I am so sorry I did not release your balloon on your due date. Mommy is trying so hard to just get a grip on reality and that is so hard to face that reality without you in it. My world feels incomplete without you in it, and it will never be complete again. I just pray that God begins to help me heal like He has Daddy, and everyone else.

Mommy & Mary made a little memorial for you. The angel reminds Mary of you so we put it up too. The candle we are going to burn in rememberance of you on yours & Daddy's birthday, and your due date. The heart was sent to us from a sweet friend of Mommy's, I love it so much. We love you sweet angel, always & forever you will be in our hearts.